What's up everyone just poping by to say hello world. I'm quite enjoying life right now I'm waiting on a job interview but I have high hopes for this job. In the mean time I'm out I have some stuff to take care of 

-jcash 

Big changes ahead

As the title suggest, there are changes coming

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to me, I guess it's another year older and another year wiser. I hope this statement is true because last year was the most bs of all bs, for one I got a GF and it was magical I loved every minute of it. Then we got pregnant, then she had a miscarriage, then she was and still is depressed (which made me depressed) and now we are broken up. And to think this all happened in one year. Crazy. Now all I have to do is get my life back in order at least school is about to start so there will be people around to get me up and active and now working then coming home to sadness isn't good for me. 

Well I gotta say it's been quite awhile since I've posted on here almost an entire year an what a year it has been, a lot of ups and downs mostly downs. I've been trying to get myself back together but I feel like I've been fragmented for far too long to start pulling my select back together I guess it all began when my GF got pregnant and had the mischarage then from there I got laid off from UMES and now are employed in the bookstore not something that I want but I need the money so I'm sucking it up. It seems like life keeps throwing me curve balls some of which I feel are hard to excape plus this place is like a blackhole sucking things in and not letting go. I have bigger dreams and aspersions than this place and I wish I could just have the courge to get up leave and try my luck somewhere else  I'm just afraid that I would be homeless once I do that after bills that I have been paying start to pile up well I'm going to try to get back to work