I'm sorry, this isn't the way I wanted things to turn out. My life is in shambles right now, first thing first since I lost my good job it's been real hard to pay bills it's put a huge strain on my relationship, because of this we're drifting a part. She's already given me a deadline of June 30 to find a better paying job before she walks out of my life. I just feel like a new job isn't around the corner it's going to come when I'm at the lowest point in my life and it feels like I'm there already I have bills piling up I can't catch up to them cuz I can only afford to pay one or two of them, my GF is stressed cuz she's helping me pay my and hers bills but that's damn near putting her in the hospital. I just wish that I could go back to the past and change up the decisions that screwed up things now. I hate the job I'm at now the boss doesn't know anything, doesn't know how to talk to people and it just a gererally bad person. I just don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm doing the right things but I'm not getting the results that I need to succed, it's like all of my friends are moving ten times faster in life than i am and I'm moving backword. I feel like I haven't really started my life and at 27 when is it going to start