Trolling

The one thing that bothers me in life is trolling, I've been trolled several times now with jobs and I feel that it's high time for me to get up and away from this place. It's way too much like a black hole and there isn't a job that's in my field for me to take right now around here. I really want to pack my bags and leave today 

How long do I have to deal with bullshit...

You kno I don't ask alot from people but I would like to ask for a prayer so that I can get this job at FS Taylor and Assoiates. I really need this job, it would set me on the right path to becoming the accountant that I need to be 

Loss

.....I need help

Tears

I ask the one question that people don't know, what's wrong with me...this is a question that I have been asking my self for the last 10 years so the end of high school the beginning of college. It has become apparent that mentally something is wrong, I've killed or destroyed things that I loved or was working toward. You know I think I'm slowly slipping into madness, my mind is slowly being eroaded by me being in this area, the stagnation and filth is poison to my ever dulling mind. I need help, this is my call I just need help. I'm not happy anymore and if I am happy it is a false sense of happyness, I think I'm going back to my old ways hopeing for the worst because it won't get any better, please god help me get away from this place and into something better, away from the poison of my life...sorry I failed everyone...

Well I fucked up pretty bad now, I ruined my relationship and a friendship. I really shouldn't be anywhere right now. Over the weekend I kissed my ex and Ashley found out and it was a huge mess. I'm a horrible person.

I'm sorry, this isn't the way I wanted things to turn out. My life is in shambles right now, first thing first since I lost my good job it's been real hard to pay bills it's put a huge strain on my relationship, because of this we're drifting a part. She's already given me a deadline of June 30 to find a better paying job before she walks out of my life. I just feel like a new job isn't around the corner it's going to come when I'm at the lowest point in my life and it feels like I'm there already I have bills piling up I can't catch up to them cuz I can only afford to pay one or two of them, my GF is stressed cuz she's helping me pay my and hers bills but that's damn near putting her in the hospital. I just wish that I could go back to the past and change up the decisions that screwed up things now. I hate the job I'm at now the boss doesn't know anything, doesn't know how to talk to people and it just a gererally bad person. I just don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm doing the right things but I'm not getting the results that I need to succed, it's like all of my friends are moving ten times faster in life than i am and I'm moving backword. I feel like I haven't really started my life and at 27 when is it going to start