DONE

im writing this post to say that im done talking to the girls on campus. why u may ask, its because the same things keep happening to me all the time so to change the outcome i'll leave them be for now and ever

its been awhile

So i guess its been awhile since talking on here and i know that ive been depressed on here alot and its true that ive been depressed but getting on here has helped me vent so it is what it is. Im not sure if ive said anything about my plans but one of my plans is to move away from Maryland. The only problem is that im not sure when thats going to happen. One more thing its not going to be anywhere close I'll be moving to CT and yes i know that it going to be far but hey i need to get out and away from this place and im sure that it would be a nice change of pace. Some other things that have happened to me is that i broke down and bought a laptop, well i need to get one anyway so i waited until black friday to pick one up. i got a really good deal on it too from best buy and speaking of best buy i also bought a 3DS too lol. well i'll talk more on things that have been going on in my life all of the crazy happening with the different crazy girls i know

Weekend

This weekend was a very trying weekend for me. For one my tv went up on me. Before i start off i saw my friend off for the weekend...sigh. This started when I came home on Thursday I turned on my tv and went to make a sandwich, when I came back my tv had it's menu on. I thought that was kinda strange so I went to cut it off and my remote wasn't working. Hmmm so I tool the batteries out and put them back in and it was still messing up. I cut my tv off thinking that it would help it just cut it self back on. I was saying that this is strange cuz the tv isn't over 2 years old. I'm getting madder and madder cuz I wanted to watch tv cuz it was a Thursday and wrestling is on. So I went to bed after wrestling went off. Friday was pretty good the anime society had there meeting, it was pretty fun. It's nice see new members joining the club. Saturday I had my martial arts marathon, that went very good in my opinion almost had some issues but they got resolved. So today is Sunday and my friend is coming back to the school, more updated a little later

Not sure if I want to write about this

So today I had a talk with one of my friends today in her room on campus and it was getting pretty heated cuz she wanted me to talk to her about my feelings. I didn't really want to but she got me to break down and tell her my story. I told her almost everything about me, the things that go on at home, my money problems, family problems just stuff like that. I don't feel better that I have talked about it cuz I'm walking right into my family problems. It's just that I never thought I could be in the position that I'm in right now but the world is against me as usual

Update

Ok so I'm getting a lot of heat from people now a days. And it's crazy why people are getting pissed off at me and I still don't know why. In other news still going crazy from the girls around here, family still driving me crazy. Well that's all for now, I might treat this like twitter since I can now access it when ever I need to

New way to blog

I know I haven't been on in awhile so hey what's up. Now that I have a blogging app on my phone I'm going to be blogging very often

im bothered

ok shit is hitting the fan, and im a little tired of everything going on right now. Its too much compounding all at once and im getting real sick of it. im tired of doing the same things every day. im tired of people getting mad at me for no reason. im tired of missed oppertunities because people dont want to give out vital info. im even tired of living in the same place that ive lived at since i was born. is it too much to ask for some type of change, im getting to the point were im starting to hate things and people. everyone keeps asking me whats wrong, do u really want to know whats wrong EVERYTHING, thats whats wrong. i cant take a step forward with out the rug getting taken from under me and i fall on my face. im getiting tired of waiting for things and i know people keep telling me good things are going to happen but when, when im dead, cuz thats what is seems to be happening. u know i dont get into regilion a lot because that automatily starts a flame war and i understand that people believe in what they were raised on but i just need help from a higher power to just point me in the right direction and then maybe i can make some head way in my life, but right now im just stuck