Quick pt1

OK i'm going to make this a quick one since i'm at work making this post. This week started the new year for UMES also known as the new fiscal year here. This week also marks 6 months working here, and in these six months there's been a lot of changes around here i'll have to get into those more later since this is supposed to be quick The one thing that i can say from working here for these short 6 months is that i'm glad that i have an opportunity to get more experience working in my field

Serendipity

Well I'm happy to say that I might be moving out from home. I just need to save some cash up and I'm in there like swimwear. I wonder if my friend is going to tag along and come with me to my place. I thought that it would be kinda cool for her to come along but now I'm thinking thunder and lighting. What I mean by that is yea we will get along pretty well together and she will force me to cook and get over my fear of touching raw meat but the lighting part of it is that we'll but heads a lot and I love her to death but we would have to really get use to being in the same room for long periods of time. I know that I have a lot of different tendencies that she doesn't know about and I know also she does a lot of things that I don't know about but we would have to work it out. By the way she isn't my GF she a friend a close friend, someone that I do a lot for...
-jcash

You know part 2

You know I'm not to sure how long I'm going to go with series but it seems to me that it's going to go on for awhile. I'm afraid of what might happen to my friend, she's really depressed and there's nothing I can do to help. She left for the week to go back home and she should be back sometime after next week but I'm afraid that she might not come back not just come back to school, but to not come back at all. You see her BF broke up with her and she's really torn up about it. But before I give you a little bit of details, now they had a conversation maybe like a week ago and he said that he wasn't in love with her any more. She was quite devistated and I understand her feelings with that but with a break up looming she should have been prepared for it to happen . She should have seen it coming and shouldn't have taking it to the extreme that she's taking it to. It's like we're now the opposites. I was super depressed about a lot of things and she was happy as a clam, now that I'm happy she isn't. This bothers me because it seem like when I get close to a girl that I have strong feelings for depending on my state of mind they have the opposite state, and I know that I've mentioned it before but this is the second time this has happened. Now back to what I was saying earlier I'm afraid that she might do something to her self. She sent a mass txt to people saying she was sorry, I shot her a txt back and she hasn't hit me back, this has me very worried. I stopped her last time from doing anything bad but if I can't be near her this time she might follow thru. I'm not sure if I could handle a friend that I have extremely strong feelings for killing them selfs over a boy. The only thing that I can think of is that she needs to figure out that regardless of what happened in the past he has moved on and she should too. It's darkest before the day. I wish she could listen to me, I care too much about her to watch her destroy her self over something small as a guy who has no respect for her. But I just hope and pray that she hasn't done anything bad to her self or anyone else
jcash

You know part 1

You know there's a lot of people in this world. You have the smart, dumb, intelligent, foolish and quick witted. Do u know what those words have in common they only describe 2 types of people. It's so weird to find that in a person that you know. And u know there's nothing to do to help them because life is about lessons, but sometimes it would be smart to help them out. Then again their pretty much hard headed and can't see what's in front of them to begin with. I don't claim to be a superhero because I don't want to be. I just want people to be aware of the pitfalls they are getting into. Believe it or not what they are doing is self-destructive and won't help them have a healthy relationship with anyone from the past present and future. It's hard to watch them fall so far, even when they took time to help you out in your hour of need. It's so difficult to point them in the right direction when there heart is set on just the one thing that is keeping them from growing into the beautiful person that you know they are. It's awful and it sucks.

j-cash

Untitled

I have to wonder why people do the things that they do. The people in my club have been pissing me off for the past year and now they pull off this bullshit of choosing a new president behind my back. Now there wasn't an election at all, it was current prez picking who he wanted to pick. Now I know a lot of people would say isn't that soposed to happen? No it's the advisor (Me) and the president who interview people who are going to take up these spots, it's in our bylaws for this to happen. Nope it was a rouge decision made by our mealy mouthed bitch-ass of a president who has been doing shit like this for the past year. It's been making my life a mess because I have to clean up after him or to make things right, it's not fair for me to take time out of my work schedule to fix your fuck ups. I really wanted to quit being the advisor because this whole thing has left a bad taste in my mouth, it's like I can't get these people to act like adults. How in the hell are they going to last in the working world. Well I can tell u one thing this shit ends when his dumb ass leaves

-jcash

It's been awhile/ updates

Well everyone it's been ages since I've updated this blog and alot has happened. Nothing like social life stuff but more of a working sort of thing. I've moved up in the world and now I'm the Accountant of the Athletics Dept for UMES. Now this was a huge move in my life, now I feel like I'm moving forward into my career, now I feel like I'm going places. Now if I could only go places in other aspects of life that would be good. I know a couple of my friends told me to stop looking for a girl cuz one would eventually pop up into my life and I now get what they ment by that, I can't rush things but maybe I was wrong about my life. I always thought I was on a short string with my life cuz of my heart problems maybe I'll be around here longer that I thought and I hope I do cuz I want to do very big things with my life. I also came up with a new goal, I need to see all the wonders of the world before I die. I came up with this after seeing the niagiara falls and I think this would be a good thing to go for, way better than my previous goal collect sand from every major beach in the world. I mean both goals are world traveling just one is more feasible than the other. I'm still carless but I have the cash to actually buy one I just need to find something that works for me. Ok some other things that I need to talk about I'm still trying to fig out how I can continue my manga collection and my anime collection cuz companies are closing down which means it might get harder to find good shows. Also I'm trying to move out which isn't looking like its going to work out anytime soon but I have high hopes...well until next time with I'm pretty sure will be next week cuz I'm going to have alot to say

-jcash

DONE

im writing this post to say that im done talking to the girls on campus. why u may ask, its because the same things keep happening to me all the time so to change the outcome i'll leave them be for now and ever