Welcome back, to the NEW stage of history

hey everyone i kno its been ages since i last posted something and there's been a good reason for that. for one i was looking for work and i was pretty unsuccessful for awhile so i had all this free time on my hands so i was traveling alot you know just so i could just get out of the house. i visited my cousin a couple of times and i went to two anime conventions one T-Mode and the big one Otakon. Now i know that some people know about Otakon cuz its a big deal for anime fans. What people dont know is T-Mode. T-Mode is a small convention that happens in Virgina... i think...my memory is a bit hazy lol. When i say small i mean small. My cousin Harry said never again lol. So lets skip down to Otakon, now this year i wasnt going to enjoy it as much cuz i was very very broke...but i was determined to have fun anyway. low and behold that when we get there we headed down to the dealers room there was a fire and they kicked everyone out of the convention center. We were outside the convention center for an hour....an hour, before they let everyone back in and trust me it was hot out there. Heat and geeks don't mix but i was glad that it was very cool in the convention center cuz it would have been smelling like ass and other undesirable smells lol. Now even though i was mostly broke i did buy some manga and what a deal that they had, they must have known that i didnt have alot of money. one vendor had 8 manga's for 60 bucks thats crazy talk....then even better another vendor had buy 3 manga's get ur next one free.... thats FREE people. Oh yea i also forget to say that i brought a list, now i kno that im not the most prepaired person in the world but i took a page out of my friend michelles book, write everything that you want to accomplish that day and boy did it ever work. Out of the 24 books that i wanted to get i bought 15 of them, so all and all it was a pretty good haul. so lets fast forward to Aug 13, i know that its the day after my birthday but nothing happened but that i worked lol. i got a call from dad ,the week before my birthday and the week of Otakon this year, invited me and my sister to Niagara falls. the trip was awesome i enjoyed every minute of it, although there were some aspects that i could have done with out, but hey those people know what they have done in this life and im sure that they are still paying for it. And now for a time thats closer to this, the day after i got home i got a call, from one of the supervisors in the student accounts office on campus. they offered me a job on campus to start that week, i had to get my contract signed and then i now have a job on campus and the pay is well although it is contractual i am making 40 hrs a week more than what i get from gamestop so in conclusion though it being as hard as it was to look for a job, im so happy that ive finally found one

-sir dr jamie

just alittle update since i havent posted in ages... still jobless, still car-less, but still loving life even though its boring lol

I have realized that I'm a loser today. U kno one thing alot of people don't really kno what I go through, I get held back by people I love and by people who love me. U kno just one day I wish that I could get some of the things that I want l, u kno I inch and pinch and try to fight off temptations but I always come up on the loseing side of things, I always have to give up things that I want for the temptations of material goods. I don't kno what the hell to do, I'm just a loser...what eles is there to say. I always go back to the ones that hurt me, the ones that I love always reject me I'm just stuck. The world is againts me at all times, it's like I'm the butt of a crule joke that somebody gets there jolies off to. Am I that sad. But I kno this though, once I get out of here no one is going to stop me, if I have to step on other people to get ahead or if lives have to be lost, I want a better life for me, I guess that's what I gotta do look out for number one cuz atleast I won't be betrade by myself

well were getting more snow again, and I'm stuck in the house...welcome to another exciting edition of the wide world edition of Jamie, with special guest stars too many to name at this time...so with out further adieu heresssssssssssssssssss....Jamie. welcome, welcome, welcome, everyone I'd just like to say hi to everyone in the audience and to everyone at home. I'd just like to just go over a couple of important things. first still majorly jobless i still got the one job but with all of the hrs cuts and the weather( more on that later). and i guess I'll take the blame for the job thing, but its hard to look for a job when u don't have a car to go to interviews and its real hard to buy a car with out money, so I'm caught lol. now on to the weather, its been bad. its snowed two Friday's in a row and its hurts cuz i cant go into work. i also have had to dig out a path to my aunts house and dig out (with alittle help) two drive ways. but other than that Ive been getting some gaming in. and a lot of people would think that it was great to do...no its boring. not for the first time but gaming isn't is the cards like its use to be. and its not like I'm getting out of gaming its just i need something else to do, so Ive been slowly cleaning my room and it looks OK for right now. theres so much more that i need to do lol. but i have moved my stack of mangas to the other side of the room, which is always good took some DVD cases and put them in a trunk that Michelle gave me ( those are going up into the attic later on). and that's the end for right now looks like I'll catch up on that super bowl right now lol

-later days...

its been awile

well everyone welcome back to a new year, with the same shit and problems from the previous year. alot has happened since i last posted, lets start from the beginning. well i last posted wayyy back in december and now january is almost over so theres a lot of shit that has happened. the most important thing that has happened is that i have finally graduated from the University of Maryland Eastern Shore. yes i am a full fledged graduate, and it feels pretty good, i mean when i was at graduation i was feeling like " i cant believe that im getting out of here". ive had so many set-backs in my life that i was thinking that this was a dream. but i mean that it still felt good though. in other news still having female problems and its not the same ones, well thats a lie it is the same ones but theres additions to the mix....argh i dont want to talk about that just yet...Work is still the same, BULLSHIT yes i said it, i still dont get enough hrs there and its maddness. up until recently my family has been changing, not for the good but for the bad. i say this because there crazy, they have been treating me like a kid and not like an adult or just plain acting funny...its been some wild stuff, i'll have to go in to detail in a later post or just make one that is just divoted to that and to the girls of course u kno that there will be no names typed in that post to save my ass, but yea that the whats going on in the life and times of ur friendly neighborhood swordsmen...

this has been another j-cash production all rights are approved by me and me only, anyone who thinks that im talking about them, there reading too much into this...

well its been awile since ive posted and alot of things have happened in my life, i got robbed, i confessed my feeling to my friend, i worked black friday at gamestop with no sleep and i got rick rolled from my friend.
lets start with the easy stuff first getting rick rolled...well i actually dont want to talk about that cuz it made me so mad.
working black friday at gamestop was a killer. so i got the idea to stay up all night so i wouldnt be tired at work the next day, big mistake cuz i had to go to work at 4am which means that i had to be up at around 3am, i was so tired at work parts of my body started falling asleep and i didnt get off from work until 12pm. after that my cousin and i went to the mall, we were about to see a movie but i told him that i was too tired. i almost fell asleep in the car on the way up and back down home lol. when i got home i crashed like never before, but it was crazy the way it happened. so i walked into my room and closed the door and shut down...then i woke up went to the bathroom and stumbled back to my bed and crashed some more...i woke up again cuz i was starving and i was craving some more modern warfare 2 lol. after that i hit the hay and was awoke the next day to loud talking from my family members but thats a story for another day.
now on to the meat and potatos of the story, i got robbed at gun point on the 18 of November 2009, now let me set the story up for u, i was walking back to my room from the liabury, when these two dudes run past me. i thought nothing of this and i kept walking, i looked up at the clouds right quick and thought "man its starting to look bad outside so i should pick up the pace" and i start walking fast, then one of the guys that walked past earlier ran up from behind me with a gun and pointed into my face and demanded my money. then the other guy that was with the guy with the gun patted me down and found my wallet. he took the money out of my wallet and was about to take the schools laptop that i had with me. all i could do was watch as they took my stuff, along with the money that they took they also took my phone and the one thing that makes me mad to this day is that they didnt run away they just stroled away...so i walked back to waters cuz i knew that Michelle was still there and i got her phone and called the police, got to the police station that the asked me a whole bunch of questions, i called mom while i was there, mom came around and not acting hystarical which is pretty good for me. Michelle was also there for me that made me feel better too...but is still doesnt excuse the fact that i was robbed in my own town. and i still dont think that they caught the people that did this, even now they hit another place in town. its a terrible world that we live in, having people rob u for alittle cash that u have makes u feel unsafe anytime. well im about to sign off im not going to let a lot of time go between not posting, it was just that there wasnt alot of things happening in my life at the time.

-sir dr jamie

hello gang and welcome to another exciting part of my life starting the lost one, today sucked face. its raining and just nasty outside. you kno i had to walk out in the rain from the SDC to the radio station. it was madness i kno its short but there will be more tomarrow trust me

later days...