Well my birthday is coming up, and i want to go out and have some type of fun. but i'm not sure that its going to happen. well for one there's no transportation to go anywhere and that's the big issue here. I really would like to have fun this weekend but my friend that is staying with me isn't in a good mood right now. that's one thing that makes me sad, for a person that has such a strong will lets someone else control her. The other thing is that i'll never know how she feels right now but I really want to help her. sigh... its just another fun time in my life. And now she's not even talking to me, i just feel like its unfair that its so simple to fix her problem but you know I can only show people the path.

-jcash