its been awile

well everyone welcome back to a new year, with the same shit and problems from the previous year. alot has happened since i last posted, lets start from the beginning. well i last posted wayyy back in december and now january is almost over so theres a lot of shit that has happened. the most important thing that has happened is that i have finally graduated from the University of Maryland Eastern Shore. yes i am a full fledged graduate, and it feels pretty good, i mean when i was at graduation i was feeling like " i cant believe that im getting out of here". ive had so many set-backs in my life that i was thinking that this was a dream. but i mean that it still felt good though. in other news still having female problems and its not the same ones, well thats a lie it is the same ones but theres additions to the mix....argh i dont want to talk about that just yet...Work is still the same, BULLSHIT yes i said it, i still dont get enough hrs there and its maddness. up until recently my family has been changing, not for the good but for the bad. i say this because there crazy, they have been treating me like a kid and not like an adult or just plain acting funny...its been some wild stuff, i'll have to go in to detail in a later post or just make one that is just divoted to that and to the girls of course u kno that there will be no names typed in that post to save my ass, but yea that the whats going on in the life and times of ur friendly neighborhood swordsmen...

this has been another j-cash production all rights are approved by me and me only, anyone who thinks that im talking about them, there reading too much into this...

well its been awile since ive posted and alot of things have happened in my life, i got robbed, i confessed my feeling to my friend, i worked black friday at gamestop with no sleep and i got rick rolled from my friend.
lets start with the easy stuff first getting rick rolled...well i actually dont want to talk about that cuz it made me so mad.
working black friday at gamestop was a killer. so i got the idea to stay up all night so i wouldnt be tired at work the next day, big mistake cuz i had to go to work at 4am which means that i had to be up at around 3am, i was so tired at work parts of my body started falling asleep and i didnt get off from work until 12pm. after that my cousin and i went to the mall, we were about to see a movie but i told him that i was too tired. i almost fell asleep in the car on the way up and back down home lol. when i got home i crashed like never before, but it was crazy the way it happened. so i walked into my room and closed the door and shut down...then i woke up went to the bathroom and stumbled back to my bed and crashed some more...i woke up again cuz i was starving and i was craving some more modern warfare 2 lol. after that i hit the hay and was awoke the next day to loud talking from my family members but thats a story for another day.
now on to the meat and potatos of the story, i got robbed at gun point on the 18 of November 2009, now let me set the story up for u, i was walking back to my room from the liabury, when these two dudes run past me. i thought nothing of this and i kept walking, i looked up at the clouds right quick and thought "man its starting to look bad outside so i should pick up the pace" and i start walking fast, then one of the guys that walked past earlier ran up from behind me with a gun and pointed into my face and demanded my money. then the other guy that was with the guy with the gun patted me down and found my wallet. he took the money out of my wallet and was about to take the schools laptop that i had with me. all i could do was watch as they took my stuff, along with the money that they took they also took my phone and the one thing that makes me mad to this day is that they didnt run away they just stroled away...so i walked back to waters cuz i knew that Michelle was still there and i got her phone and called the police, got to the police station that the asked me a whole bunch of questions, i called mom while i was there, mom came around and not acting hystarical which is pretty good for me. Michelle was also there for me that made me feel better too...but is still doesnt excuse the fact that i was robbed in my own town. and i still dont think that they caught the people that did this, even now they hit another place in town. its a terrible world that we live in, having people rob u for alittle cash that u have makes u feel unsafe anytime. well im about to sign off im not going to let a lot of time go between not posting, it was just that there wasnt alot of things happening in my life at the time.

-sir dr jamie

hello gang and welcome to another exciting part of my life starting the lost one, today sucked face. its raining and just nasty outside. you kno i had to walk out in the rain from the SDC to the radio station. it was madness i kno its short but there will be more tomarrow trust me

later days...

hey welcome to another exciting edition of my life as told by me and narrated by Morgan Freemen. well i kno sometimes i can be a real downer but i think i might do something that would make me feel good, though lol idk about it. somethings were explained to me a couple of days ago that cleared up my anger about things and i actually feel alot better. u kno thinks are definitely not in the order that i would like them to be in, but im dealing with it, its hard but im going to stick it through...so in the mean time im going to bed its late, i'll hit this up later

later days

So today is going to be one of those days I just feel it, how do I kno u ask...well for one it's hot outside and u kno how crazy people get when that happenes. Well I think my outlook on the happenstance of the world has changes alittle bit ...well I now realize that sometimes the course of life a.k.a the path I've chossen can't be changes, I can alter it but complete change is impossible. I'd like to look back to my past(I kno looking back there only hurts) there I wish that I could have had the forsite to drop things or add things to my life, mostly this way before college, way before high school or middle school, if there was forsite while I was younger,my life today wouldn't be so difficult I mean personally not that many people kno how much I've been through, all of the bullying and stuff really ruins someones psychi and even now people still look down on me. It's unfair but if life was fair there wouldn't be any susides. And you kno what makes it so bad....that life isn't going to change, people are still going to judge me before they even try to kno me or talk to me, I guess it's human nature to judge a person, now i'll be the first one to say that I do that, I'm not a hipercrit I judge people all the time (and I kno I can't spell so don't try to get on me like that) I try not to but u can't help but to do it well I'm about to leave class I'll update later on how the day is going...

yo son im back

so yea....im back its been awile since ive had a chance to talk to everyone for more than enough reasons...well mostly cuz of work lol. u kno not that much bad things have happened, though people around me have been going through thinks around me hopefully I can help out. when out to my friends room on saturday and got crazy drunk so drunk that the next day when i left to go to work i had a huge hangover, that made work go by so slow it sucked, plus it was marketing so there were alot of thing that had to change...it was madness well thats all for now...wait just to let u kno one of my friends aquired a car and im happy for them...

Well I'd like to welcome everyone to another suck face edition of my life, brought to you in part by the people who hate me a.k.a everyone, so I was thinking earlier why do I get treated the way I do. I think it's because people think that I'm a push over, the reason they think that is because I allow, repeat allow things like this to happen. Why cuz I don't like to be mad all the time, let me be the first to say I have an anger problem and I'd rather be depressed than pissed off at the world, life goes by slowly if ur just angry all the time...enough about that from time to time my chest hurts, now I kno that alot of people don't kno that I have heart problems but I kno that's the one thing that's going to kill me in this life, now old age or the end of the world, but heart problems wow, onto new old business well I still have the same problems I normally have so no change there but there is one concern that still looms over head do the people that I kno, know that everything that's happening right now has been fortold, let's take a quick second to think.........ya still here...good, I kno I do talk farfetched things sometime but the actions of others predetermine how there life is going to turn out, it's hard to see but everything I kno is happening right before my eyes. So when I normally say nothing really suprises me it's tru nothing does normally. Now I say normally cuz there are alot of wild stuff out there trust. Be back later....